!#%$@^#$^!!

I had my visa application rejected this morning due to my medical check up! They ONLY recognize results from SGH! What kind of monopoly is this? What's wrong with other hospitals? Why only SGH?! Why is it not even stated in the website?!? Wasted my time, effort and money! #!%#^@$#^!#$^!!

Now I had no choice but to redo my medical check-up! *GrRrr.. TWO check-ups in THREE MONTHS!! I just calculated the expenses for my preparation for Shanghai and it costs me $3K already inc. air tix! I'm soooo discouraged now!! Perhaps I shouldn't go. Perhaps I should just stay here, find a nice apt to stay and get a job!

#!@%@#%^@$^@#! So pissed off!!

Anyway I gotta postpone my schedule now. I guess I can only leave around 25th then. Should have gotten myself a temp job.. Darn!! *pissed I'm soooo broke now...